For the most part, anyway. I really suck at chess, I don't cheat at card games and I would love to be friends with you if I know you from somewhere or you think we'll get along. Comment if you feel the same way? (:

HI I HAD A GOOD DAY

A GOOD ONE

I'M SUPER HIGH NOW

1. I HAVE A NEW ICON! ELSA BLOODSTONE + RIS LOW'S MANGLING OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE = BOOMZ!!

2. I LOVE XI AND PLUTO TO BITS AND CRUMBLY LITTLE PIECES SERIOUSLY HOW IS THERE SO MUCH CONCENTRATED AWESOME IN THEM?

( HAVE SOME BSG FANART )

Tomorrow I will come back down to Earth.
               

I have been really tired recently and I don't know why! Slept through the whole of math yesteday, and history today. This is a Terrible State Of Affairs. I must fix it. Fix it, self!

The hard thing about Thursday's chem exam is that it's not enough to just know your stuff...you also have to know how to apply it, be able to twist it around in your mind until it fits the question. I'm worried.

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( WATXM thoughts )

This mix has been in the works for a really long time. Months, actually. It started off Jean-centric, then became kind of Jean/Scott, and then turned into some horrible monster of angst and woe. Albeit only eight tracks long. I started it after reading Morrison's New X-Men, but kind of let it go for a while...I guess I was finally inspired to finish it because I picked up Jean at C&C and proceeded to make long angsty logs with Scott-mun. That particular RP stint didn't work out, but that doesn't matter.

And then because I like pretty pictures...I decided to make pretty pictures for all the lyrics. Which was a mistake because it turned into some kind of graphics project as well. And ffffff I totally made myself cry when I was doing the last two. Because Scott and Jean were such an awesome couple as young X-Men. They were meant to be together; they were the Golden Couple of the team. But it worked so beautifully because they were teenagers in love, growing up together. And after they finished growing up and Scott had the temporary evil personality merge and Jean's Phoenix powers started coming back and everything...well, things just fell apart. And then Scott had an affair with Emma and Jean died and then it was all beyond fixing. *heartbreak*

FOR THE RECORD, I AM A SCOTT/EMMA SHIPPER. See, evidence! /shameless pimping of other mixtape

ANYWAY, shutting up now. Enjoy. Some of the images are from scottandjean.com.

( Click here if you want to go straight to the tracklist. )
                                         

I love Emma Frost and I love Scott Summers and I think they are really good together...they don't have a perfect relationship, but they have a very genuine one. They are good for each other and at their best around each other. Scott makes Emma softer, more tender; Emma makes Scott stronger, more confident. They complete each other.
I have always gotten the impression that their relationship is, for both of them, a kind of refuge from the danger and death and violence of the world that surrounds them. Something that can withstand everything the Marvel Universe throws at them. This mixtape was made around that idea.



( In Our Bedroom After The War )

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For those struggling with religion. I just seem to have so many of these songs, for some reason, and they were begging to be put together...

Pop, rock, indie. Mostly depressing existentialist songs. A few faintly hopeful ones. All quite blasphemous.

Shan't comment more. Making it put me in a lousy mood.



The Opposite Of Hallelujah

( songs and download )